I sometimes wonder y things are the way they are in life. I have noticed lately that things happen for a reason. I have also come to this that only you can make the path that you walk on the way you want it if you let others make that path you will not be happy. So for today try making your own choices and let go of some of the past. I have a feeling that the stress and tension your feeling will ease off some. I had to let go of some of the things I was holding on to for a very long time and I finally started letting go and I feel so much better and stress is just not as bad anymore.
Also here is a few links to look up for mental health......
I hope you find them as useful as I have.
http://nami.org/
http://www.nimh.nih.gov/index.shtml
http://www.bipolarsupport.org/
http://www.mdjunction.com/forums/bipolar-support-forums
Saturday, July 17, 2010
Thursday, July 15, 2010
Life
Well a few weeks ago I cam to a decision about the case against my step dad and it was to just end ot all and move on. I can not live in the past I have a life to live and he is not part of it. I have been on the new meds for 2 months I feel really good about them. I got my daughter in the PreK class for the fall and my house seems to be alot calmer and more stable. Even my birds seem to be happier. I owe alot of this decision to my neice and my bf they really help me see what all this was doing to me and the stress was just way to high for any normal person to deal with.
As far as my sisters and brothers understanding all this they hate me for not following thru but as I told them I have not dealt with this since I was 13 and have buried it way on the back of my mind and really dont feel like dealing with it all at once. I would love to take my own pace and go slow and then handle it on my own. I dont expect them to understand since they dont have to take meds for all the crap then went thru as kids like I do. I also dont care what they think about my life. Its mine and I have to do things at my pace.
Jojo is thriving more that I am stressfree. That is what matters the most.
As far as my sisters and brothers understanding all this they hate me for not following thru but as I told them I have not dealt with this since I was 13 and have buried it way on the back of my mind and really dont feel like dealing with it all at once. I would love to take my own pace and go slow and then handle it on my own. I dont expect them to understand since they dont have to take meds for all the crap then went thru as kids like I do. I also dont care what they think about my life. Its mine and I have to do things at my pace.
Jojo is thriving more that I am stressfree. That is what matters the most.
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